zelski...

2010-10-02T04:43:00.002+08:00

another episode dawned and a new one is budding..
makes one stronger..
hurting but surviving..
loving and fighting..
living in this world is hard..
expect less..
no such thing as being prepared..

when the world is at stake..

jobless and loving every minute of it

2010-06-03T19:14:00.003+08:00

Instant kid

2010-02-04T15:38:00.003+08:00

Life will be more difficult without children. This one here i personally call him "instant." When I'm tired one look at him a new strength fills me. When I'm sad and you look at him he will give you the sweetest. When I'm down he can miraculously lift my spirits up. He is our instant joy, an instant relief to my conscious pains.

He was a surprise the first time we knew about him. Now, he still continue to surprise us with his antics. When he talks we could barely understand him or not at all. I love this porton of my life!..makes me feel whole!..I love all of them. People who matters.

Consistently being my "instant".

im so ripe!

2009-03-16T12:10:00.002+08:00

just went to my doctor for my regular check-up last 14 March..i was so late and did not brought my prenatal card that day!
anyways, 7pm and the assistant was a bit unfriendly cos it is beyond their clinic hours but i made up a story that i cannot find my prenatal card which delayed me and that the traffic was extra heavy becoz there is a closed lane right in front of the hospital...ahihihihi..so they accepted it and the routine check up went well..except that the OB told me to walk more!..and i have to take iron supplement.....

its been a while..

2009-02-19T15:27:00.006+08:00

i have not written for 3 months since my last post...
i would like to share that im on my last trimester and my back aches so bad lying, sitting or standing..
anyways i am excited to see my little boy! more than anything...the same thing im looking forward to getting up in the wee hours of the morning to change his nappies or feed him ....wowwwwwww as if my mom will not help me ...ehehehe...thanks mother you have been so wonderful all these years to your grandkids esp!.....

since im expecting a boy, late march or early april, im thinking of calling him...markus!
mikel likes it!...why not!..though many names from my beloved friends at work are coming out some you wouldn't wanna hear..nyehehehe

a life is growing inside me!

2008-09-12T21:36:00.004+08:00

i never thought i will ever get this excited again but like rafa always say: "unbelievable!"
i felt my dearest other half got excited about it too as he was keen on picking me up at the office midday....
the kids are excited also they have been looking for baby names since i told them about expecting another one
my friends at work (i love you guys) have searched the internet baby namezzzzzzzzzz....
thanksss guys you're the best..

the playoffs

2008-04-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

it is already 3-1 Spurs -Suns with SA leading the series, Phoenix have prevented an upset ...
what i would like to share actually is the game1 of their series ...
after a long while i got excited again with Tim making a crucial 3-pointer Manu still has the magic shot what more....
ehehe...is it showing now that im a fan but it was indeed the most exciting playoff game i have watched so far.
well.. as for the other teams never really had the chance to experience their game...will someone help me post some pics from game 1..anyone?

cathipunan ng mga cathing cathing cathiting

2008-01-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

i want to propose a toast to a lady that had surpassed the toughest stage of her coming of age existence..!!!! cheers!

i dunno but this lady im refering to has sumhow won my heart(?) in so many ways..
she just have to be herself, (simple, pretty, intelligent and smart)..i actually am doing this blog on installment ehehehe...dont want to write really coz she is a very good writer and moviemaker..but take note she does that while doing some numbers ek of which she claims to be real good (confidence!)...

yoko ng mahabang blog kaya i will divide it in parts..nakakaumay eh though, ang bulalo masarap kainin

A quote for you my very dear friend
The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved...-victor hugo

miss someone so dear

2007-12-05T08:23:00.000+08:00

hayyyyyyyy..
i just hope you will read this dear,
miss ya...varbs!
bow!

despues seis pelicula a ver mas

2007-10-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

...nyahahaha
that's all bow!
dunno if i had it right..anyways, this is me writing...
i wish i can learn the language..just need to find time...

my world does not make any sense...

2007-09-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

at least that is what i thought this morning when i woke up...but then i saw two angels beside me...pretty joys of my life...
hmmm...my life is great!...
i think i just need to find some peace and space...maybe more of space literally...i got to see the picture of my chaotic organized workstation taken by a supposedly friend colleague of mine made me realized something...
i need to clean my desk ...nyahahhaha...which i did!..but after 2days of they exclaimed to be wow! is now back to its roots...

2006-06-27T09:23:00.000+08:00

when your soul contains heavy grudges or what you get is coldness not compassion, those times will have to end.
if there is a time hate, there too is a time to heal.
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What is my potential?
The greatest handicap a person has is not realizing his potential.
What dreams do you have that are just waiting to be fulfilled?
What gifts are inside you are dying to be drawn out and developed?
The gap between your vision and your present reality can only be filled through a commitment to maximize your potential. - john maxwell

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The important thing is not to be bitter over life's difficulties.
Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won't be sunny
and when you find yourself lost in darkness and despair
remember...
it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars
and those stars will lead you back home.
So don't be afraid whenever you make mistakes, stumble, fall....
Because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most.

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Kid mentor

2006-02-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

alam nyo totoo ang sinasabi sakin dati at naririnig ko na "matuto tayo sa mga bata"

actually, tulad nitong paggawa ng blog na ito...bata ang nagturo sakin...eto the best with free french lessons from varbs belle..(ayos!)

Lesson1:
voulez vous couchez avec moi ce soir?

Message to a friend from a friend

2006-02-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

as we grow up, we learn that even the person who wasn't supposed to let us down would probably will. you'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder everytime. you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you'll fight with your bestfriend, you'll blame a new love for the things the old one did, you'll cry coz time is passin' too fast and you'll eventually loose someone you love......so move ahead, laugh a lot, smile,.....love like you've never been hurt becoz every sixty second you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never ever get back!!!!!.......-anonymous

in the office

2005-11-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

it's a good thing i decided to go back to the office after all....i got the chance to hear an ugly kid joe song thanks to katblog...hehe..i hope kat does not mind her new nickname...katblog....... can be...can be..eiii kat this is a very successful therapy for me...wahahahahahaha!

la varba

2005-08-31T17:37:00.000+08:00

alei..i dunno if i spell or even say it right....but i would like to propose a toast to VARBS the ultimate blogger...grabeeeeeee...ala ako masabi..now u can comment na JAL goooooo...
so now...on this blog i pay tribute to LA VARBARIDAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

romance...

2005-08-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

Love is desolate..
Romance is temporary...
Sex is forever...
oh my!!!!

romance

2005-08-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

oh my!..still i wonder why he won't make love to her...anyways, yoko tong film na ito i cannot see any art here...al akong nakikitang painting whatsoever....hehe..
jubs, thanks sa mr. chips mo ha..c farrah umubos nun...nde ako...
cat, ano ginagawa m dyan ha?....eiiii detsky...rest ka naman muna...relax
gosh!!!!this is gross!!!!!

the beginning

2005-08-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

still testing...
thanks to la varbaridad for the background music you are all enjoying while viewing my blog...
ultimate blogger talaga ang batang yan...very talented in a very odd way(?) peace varbs...
well, dun sa nag-comment na itigil ko na ung blog ko thanks...the more na na-inspire ako...(hehehe)...
at gusto ko rin i-acknowledge fofonds..
ewan ko ba sarap sana magsulat ng magsulat ng kahit ano lang kaso...maya-maya lang me kokontra na naman dyan..im pretty sure..

another one c/o cat my mentor sa blog

2005-08-20T15:36:00.000+08:00

eiii...goodness gracious great balls of fire..grabe na ito its 12:30 in the mornig yet testing pa rin itong blog na ito....buti na lang at and2 pa c cat, elke, and det....

hmmmmmmm....gs2 sana matutunan na ito ngayon kc cguro matatagalan pa bago ko uli mabisit itong blog ko na ito...

kung meron interesado sanang tumulong sakin..shempre ung mahaba-haba ang pacensiya kc ma-kulit ako.. at medyo madami ginagawa(pretending)..

well...i wish, i hope and i desire that i could come up with a perfect blog..one that is interesting.....a blog statement..hehe..

testing pa rin...

bad trip

2005-08-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

naiinis ako kc kanina lang gumawa na rin ako for my live journal pero ayun mali mali pa rin kainis....nde na ata ako magiging mahusay sa mga ganitong klaseng bagay..

maybe i should go back to being a nun...